Solara’s Surf Update for October 14, 2012

For the past several days now, I’ve been cleaning out old papers, CDs, DVDs, books, and anything else just collecting dust. Only minutes after telling my twin flame about my mission to de-clutter, I get this energy surf update from Solara. After reading the first paragraph, I had to laugh. It really is time to clear out the old, allow the Who We Really Are Now to sparkle, and become part of the light grid surrounding Gaia. Let it shine and shift…


It’s been a strong week with powerful solar storms. These alternately energize us or flatten us. When we are flattened, we collapse back into a profound state of Quantum Deep where we want to be ultra quiet and sleep as much as possible. And when we are energized, we leap into action full of enthusiasm and excitement. This is when we finally notice that our home needs a thorough cleaning. And again, physical activity brings us into the HERE and NOW, while mental activity often makes us feel tired.

There’s the feeling that we’ve passed yet another major Turning Point. Something undiscernable has clicked into position and the wheels are turning again, only this time there’s a new smoothness to our forward motion. We are steadily moving into brand new territory. The sense of unstuckness is becoming ever stronger. ‘A Mu’a is happening, allowing us to see more of the Unseen that was always around us, just waiting to be discovered.

With this comes the realization that our True Lives are unfolding perfectly. We are effortlessly being propelled into our New Landscapes. We don’t need to think about it; we don’t need to worry about the details or plan things out. Nothing needs to be controlled. Everything is happening in its absolutely right timing. All we have to do is be TRUE and REAL.

A few days ago, I finally went to Machu Picchu. This was the first time that I’ve felt called to go there after living in Peru for nearly two years. It was a significant journey since I hadn’t been there for 17 years. The last time I was there was in 1995 when we had special permission to make an all night ceremony with 140 people. During the ceremony, there was an accident and a very dear man from our group fell off the edge of the mountain and died.

When this happened, I experienced a profound shattering that affected all aspects of my life. It felt like a massive earthquake had suddenly obliterated all that I had known and held dear. I felt that I had been instantly disconnected from my spiritual path. It shattered my extremely precious love relationship and I spent the next eleven years trying to recover from this loss. I lost many people whom I had been working with. I felt betrayed by one of my most sacred lineages. I lost confidance in my knowingness. My entire known landscape was suddenly filled with rubble, making it entirely unrecognizable. This forced me to laboriously forge a new path through the mountains of debris and it took me years to pick up the pieces of my life. After that, I vowed never to return to Machu Picchu….

For the past several months, it has become obvious that I needed to return to the scene of the crime, so to speak. Only this time, I needed to go to Machu Picchu as Who I Am Now, not as who I used to be. I was ready and willing and only became a tiny bit nervous the day before we went.

When we got there, Machu Picchu was soft, beautiful and full of love. It felt much better than it ever had before. I revisited my special places. I forgave Machu Picchu and those who had betrayed us 17 years ago. I was deeply grateful to discover that the old residue of trauma was gone from both Machu Picchu and from within me. I felt freed from the past like never before.

What was truly amazing is that the energy of AN was so strong. There is a mountain there called Putucusi which to me has always felt like a Queen of AN. This time, she was embodying the AN energy so strongly; she had become a vibrant, living Beacon of AN. For most of my time there, all I could do was to sit quietly and align with her. It felt like we were two parts of the same being.

From the lifeless ashes of my old shattering, an infinitely vaster, more real and true part of myself has now emerged. I am no longer Inca. I have one more month to walk the Final Miles of the old Solara of the 11:11. I am now becoming pure AN.

And I share my story with you to let you know that all of us can be healed and transformed from our shatterings. Who We Were Then is not WHO WE ARE NOW. The people and places of our old traumas are not the same as they used to be. It’s time for us to be fully liberated from our painful experiences of the past by seeing them with the eyes of Who We Really Are. This moves everything to a totally new level and we are released.

I dedicate this Surf Update with my Deepest Love to those precious Surf Subscribers who were in Machu Picchu with me 17 years ago.

With True Heart Love,

The NVISIBLE * 11:11

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An old scribble from 11 years ago

On day two of cleaning out old papers and junk from my apartment, I found this old scribble I wrote almost 11 years to this day. It sums up my feelings of this decade and how close we are to finally climbing out of the abyss of duality. This was written with thoughts of the 9-11 event fresh in my mind. 

October 10, 2001

The world is filled with so much hate and love…but who should we hate, and who should we love? It all sounds so simple — United We Stand, God Bless America; Love our nation and hate those who hate us; Be suspicious of men “with towels on their heads” (as one old man said to me).

I am reminded or fear rather that this could be a Shakespearean tragedy of Hamlet proportions — where most of the cast dies in the end. What act are we in now? “Readiness is all.” And nations are armed and ready for war. Will there be a generation left to pick up the pieces of its predecessors? Balance and order in those damned Shakespearean plays were always achieved at the cost of lives, so that the next cycle could begin.

I pray:

Let this not be a comedy of errors,

or a tragedy of biblical proportions.

Let us live and learn,

not die and forget,

not avenge and murder.

Let us transcend this horrible experience

with peace and love…



Another doorway opens…

Cosmic Weather – Energy Update & 10:10 Stargate Report

Oct 9, 2012 by 

Cosmic Weather – Energy Update & 10:10 Stargate Report

Cosmic Weather – Energy Update & 10:10 Stargate Report ~

Well well, we’ve certainly had an interesting mix of things lately! We are in the middle of a significant Geo-mag storm and the sensitive folks are feeling it for sure. We are in a powerful period astrologically with many TRINES between planets bringing *flow* and grace, and also with the Yod pattern activating us, possibly in deep ways. This is all right on time for the 10:10 Stargate tomorrow.

What specifically is a Star Gate?

A Star gate is a Portal from one grid program/realm/dimension to another. Another view of a star gate is as an etheric inter-dimensional spiritual energy alignment between two points in interstellar space, which allows high vibrational energies to pass through long distances of space along the space-time continuum. These alignments are particularly crucial at this time as the vibration of the Earth is speeding up. A Star gate allows high vibrational interstellar energies to permeate the etheric grids of the Earth, with ease and grace, thus allowing the energies to integrate fully into the forming etheric grid structures of the Earth. These Sacred Site entry vortexes are opened once every 3 months on the equinoxes and solstices, and other times of sacred significance and astrological alignment in Earth’s current history. –

It is becoming more essential to be mindful as to what type of personal universe you wish to live in. As with all Stargate periods there are often at least two or more energetic streams available to you at all times, and this is no exception. Fear vs. love, peace vs. agitation, egoic/ordinary mind vs. soul/spirit, and so forth. This is not to say that so-called negative feelings or emotions may not arise, but this time period offers a greater opportunity for detachment and clarity that they are not “you.” This also provides a great opportunity to become more anchored in reality (right view,) and to drop dependence on limited perception of yourself and others. You have entered into a corridor of wisdom, dear ones. It is a soulful and powerful time in your world and a great opportunity to release more of what does no longer serves, and to rise in Love as the ONE be-ing that you are. Shanti. – The Keepers, from 8.17.12

The Keepers tell us that the next Stargates will be about: 10:10 – Consciousness, 11:11 – Transcendence, 12:12 – Realization.

10:10 Stargate Message: As with all Stargate periods, a window is open for you to step through to higher frequencies, potentials and levels of consciousness. This is an opportunity to drop karmas, self-blame and step into greater levels of the heart’s Love-Wisdom. You are on a steady course now in the next two months in preparation for the powerful influx of cosmic energy due to arrive in the 12:12 – 12:21 period. Regarding that, there is no reason to fear as your transformative processes are always guided and directed by your Higher Self and Source. Shanti. – The Keepers, 10.9.12

When a little bubble of joy appears in your sea of consciousness take hold of it and keep expanding it. Meditate on it and it will grow larger. Keep puffing at the bubble until it breaks its confining walls and becomes a sea of joy. – Paramahansa Yogananda

Happy Stargate! Love & blessings to all.

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© Irma Kaye Sawyer 2011-2012. Please feel free to share these messages as you are guided with author and copyright information included. Thank you.

October’s Cosmic Weather Report — Burning Karma

Click here for a back story on Karma and the birth chart by Soul Level Astrologer Mark Borax.

October 2012

Westminster West, VT

On October 5 at 4:54 PM Eastern time the giant planet Saturn enters the sign of Scorpio for the first time in twenty-seven years, ushering in a three-year period with the accent on burning karma. This raises the question: Just what, exactly, is karma, and how does it burn? Karma usually gets a bad rap. Most of the time when people talk about it they mention “bad” karma. But the idea of good and bad karma results from misunderstanding what karma really is and what it has to offer. For all of us during the next three years as Saturn passes through Scorpio it will be good to get clear about this.

For people born between late 1953 and late 1956, and for those born between early 1983 and late 1985, who have Saturn in Scorpio in their birth charts, it’s especially good to get clear. More than anyone else, these 27-to-29 year olds and 56-to-59 year olds have the willpower to turn our world around in the coming years, as Saturn returns to the all-powerful land of Scorpio where it was when they were born. There are three sources of karma: personal, ancestral and collective. Personal karmas result from acts you made, or failed to make, in past lives. Ancestral karma is passed down through your bloodlines. Collective karmas are the challenges new generations of people must face for evolution to take place.

In each case karma provides an anchor for you to ground more deeply into the nature of your existence, and a springboard to spring your optimal destiny on earth. Karma lends your life an underlying theme. It stitches consistency from who you were to who you will be.

Karma is no more good or bad than is physics; it’s the underlying law of existence. Acts you took or failed to take in your last life go on vibrating in this life, offering you strong threads of a cosmic tapestry to tighten. Struggles your ancestors faced bubble in your bloodline. Karmic threads necessary for evolution to take place dangle in the collective consciousness. As Saturn passes through Scorpio each of these three branches of karma lights up, stirring you to grasp the loose threads and draw them into a tighter clearer pattern that frees you from bondage to unconscious forces.

The purpose of karmic pattern is to keep drawing you back to root forces you must transform to catapult your awakening. Karmic patterns repeat from life to life and within the course of a single life to get your attention. The moment of awakening in the midst of karmic pattern produces a revelation. Like a mystery story, the clues were there all along but it required some further digging before you could put them together into the revelation.

Until you gain this revelation you often fail to recognize how you yourself create most of your own lifelong patterns. Events and relationships that seemed random, pointless or dysfunctional now take on an underlying consistency of theme.

When you grasp your main underlying karmic themes, the same pressure that used to lock you down to the creaking wood of a giant catapult springs you toward freedom. The same forces that had you bound draw your soul back like an arrow awaiting release. The great paradox of karma is that it’s a very unfree way to get free. The very dysfunctional patterns that most trap you are your only chance at freedom! This is the main principle at work in karma — that when you awaken to your most impossible patterns you’re also awakening to the roots of your greatest happiness and well-being.


Deep freedom results when you not only create a change in your external circumstance but even more poignantly, release the roots of the dysfunction that you recreated again and again until you awakened.

People who inherit the hardest karma have the most capacity to awaken. People with less karma have less motivation to awaken. Whether you have a lot or a little, during these next two Make-it-or-Break-it decades of human evolution, we’re all being pushed through the karmic wringer to get clear as to who we are and what we’re doing, on both local and global levels. This is the underling mechanism of what’s making life so intense these days — human karma is quickening to offer us our greatest chance to awaken.

During the next three years as giant Saturn passes through rigorous Scorpio, karmic lessons will intensify. The good will get better, the bad, worse. This has already begun, but it’s going to get more so. As the Lord of Karma plows through the dark lair of the scorpion, each person who awakens from the Trance of Normalcy adds to the force of a collective karmic bulldozer, plowing up the dark underlayer of collective consciousness. Our world, which has been so misguided for so long, gets lit by an underground radiance. Everything not yet right about modern society and everything out of accord in your own life will come back and back and back until you awaken to your role in the grand drama of our time.

Everyone in their late twenties and late fifties is now being pressed into service by the Galactic Command, because we have the Scorpionic power to undermine this false system that has taken over human consciousness like an addictive growth.

With this onslaught of karma comes our greatest chance to awaken. It is a little-known astrological truism that the most loving sign of the zodiac is not Cancer or Libra or Taurus but Scorpio. When Scorpio transmutes karma with the burning love within, it gains the most powerful kind of love that can never again be transgressed. As all of us learn to turn the karmic nightmares of our time to grace, the soul of the world lights up.

Here and now, in the end time of a flailing and dying civilization, poised on the brink of destruction, we turn dysfunction around only to find that we’re closer to transformation than ever.


It’s true, our world leaders cannot be trusted. It’s true that western civilization is dying. The people in charge of our politics, education and media must awaken or get out of the way. Normalcy has become an addictive trance and must be replaced by a rising force of radiant consciousness that lives within each of us. If you let this karmic barrage of Saturn in Scorpio strip away your own obsolete thought forms and dysfunctional patterns during the next three years you will turn the world around with the power of Scorpio, and a new civilization rises from the ashes of the old.

Who Are You Really?  What Are You Here For?  How Much Longer Are You Going To Wait?

Mark Borax is a Soul Level Astrologer and bestselling author who lives in Vermont and writes the monthly Cosmic Weather Report email newsletter. He offers personal readings over the telephone and classes that catalyze individual evolution.